"Dear past me..."

Dear past me,

I’m really glad you’re still here. You’re stronger than you think, and I’m really proud of you. I know things got pretty dark there for awhile. I’ll never forget the day, you almost let the darkness win. I know how hard and scary it was. People don’t understand just how terrifying it is to switch between the desire to die and the desire to live, because sometimes they are equally frightening.
But you’re still here, and even though you’re still going to struggle, sometimes things will get better. Promise.

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex boyfriend,
Dear ex girlfriend,
Dear ex bestfriend,
Dear bestfriend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear mom,
Dear dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on,
Dear girlfriend,
Dear boyfriend,
Dear [insert URL here],


{ a song of grass and trees and clouds }

"Perhaps it is
merely a speculation
I’ve embedded in my mind
that people will never be able to
love me enough
for I am so temperamental
and sometimes,
But my best friends choose
their boyfriends over me
and my exes chose their exes
every single time.
So here I am
choosing myself
over everyone else
for I should always be
my own first choice,

A Story A Day #201 by M.D.L

(via mingdliu)

Reblog / posted 3 days ago with 1 note
Track Title: Major League Bullshit

Artist: Two Knights

Album: Shut Up

Two Knights- Major League Bullshit

Just fucking listen. You can hear my brain ruin me with the truth I tried to bury because I’m too weak to face it. You left because of me. You’re never coming back because of me. You regret me. 


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By John Westrock

Things I wish



To be thinner, fitter, smarter,nicer, more patient.
Not to be sad, not to be angry.
To be helpful, honest, kind.
I wish for these things constantly but I can’t make it happen for myself so I just drink to seem fun and make people forget what a fuck up I am, a fuck up with a bad attitude and no sense of direction.



I knew a guy who was dyslexic, but he was also cross-eyed, so everything came out right. - Gummo 1997


I knew a guy who was dyslexic, but he was also cross-eyed, so everything came out right. - Gummo 1997